Participants needed!

I promise I will write something more substantial - I have a few things brewing in my brain and I have been hashing them out. Anyway, I am writing randomly (I have only posted once to be honest) for an online zine called Paradox Polemics. The woman who started it is looking for participants in study she is conducting on suicide. Click the link belong to check it out:

http://paradoxpolemics.wordpress.com/2014/04/20/volunteers-needed-for-participation-in-study-on-suicide-for-future-article/

Four Horsemen - Feature Documentary - Official Version

Podcast On Attack The System

Back in February I was on a podcast with Keith Preston, MK Lords, and Becky Belding which you can listen to hear:

 http://attackthesystem.com/2014/02/01/women-against-the-state/

It was awesome talking to these fine, intelligent people and I encourage you all to check it as well as the their writings:

 MK Lords:

 www.bitcoinnotbombs.com

Becky Belding:

www.meatcurtainofdoom.wordpress.com

Fucking Vampires

Your phone rings and you reel with apprehension. It's "them again", and you are about to be drained by a person who cannot deal with their own emotions. Sometimes this is completely justified: your friend or loved one is suffering a deep phase of grief from a traumatic event. But in this case, its just a histrionic vampire coming to feed.

Their reasons for being distraught are likely by-products of their own lack of self-awareness. "Woe is me!" "Nobody likes me!" "Why doesn't anyone care!?" All common sentiments bellowed out by this crowd. Personal responsibility is a foreign concept to them, and they will find any excuse not look in the mirror.

Its best to disengage all communication as quickly and tactfully as possible. Politeness is an act of self-preservation on your part. Plenty of vampires have strong suicidal urges,* coupled with a ceaseless belief that the world owes them for their shitty lot in life . This can lead to a homicidal ideation that's comprised of a desire to take out those who have "wronged them" before they themselves seek oblivion. This is, of course, the worst case scenario. Some of them simply crave drama. You do not want to give them fodder for such a thing, still, as it will more require you to expend even more precious energy on an undeserving individual.

You may be under the delusion that you can help these people by "being there". However, in all reality, you simply can't. There is nothing you can do because they refuse change. Being their victim will only result in a fruitless martyrdom.

Move along and be free of their bullshit.

"Many people who walk the earth practice the fine art of making others feel responsible and even indebted to them, without cause. Satanism observes these leeches in their true light. Psychic vampires are individuals who drain others of their vital energy. This type of person can be found in all avenues of society. They fill no useful purpose in our lives, and are neither love objects nor true friends. Yet we feel responsible to the psychic vampire without knowing why." - Anton LaVey

*I do not believe all suicidal people to be of this sort.

This article has also been published here: Paradox Polemics
 

 

"Disrespecting" Myself

I have heard it many times before, the accusation that if one is too promiscuous or prideful of their body in a sexual context that they do not respect themselves.

The problem I find with this argument is fairly simple: How I am or any other woman for that matter "disrespecting" ourselves by exercising sexual expression and seeking pleasurable experiences in this context? Its as if those using this argument believe that we cannot possibly be doing these things simply because we have needs of a sexual nature.

There are also those that try to justify this finger-wagging bullshit by using recent studies done within the field of evolutionary psychology - but these people seemed to have missed the nuances within the studies themselves. Coupled with the fact that the field itself has garnered much criticism due to a lack of proper testability renders this defense almost completely moot.  

But at the end of the day, its really none of your fucking business what goes on in any other bedroom but your own and the moralistic bullshit that fuels this attitude seems shallow and baseless in nature. I seek pleasure because it makes me happy, not because I lack respect for myself. What I seek may not be what you seek but you don't see me calling you a prude now do you?

Jealousy

Jealously can be a productive emotion if one decides to harness its powers.  It has the potential to push one beyond their perceived limitations. It can be a catalyst for self-improvement as it highlights what you yourself lack by viewing those qualities in another person. It drives the desire to obtain said qualities, if one is willing to accept the challenge.

The lazy and thoughtless tend squander this useful feeling by taking it out on the object of their jealousy.  Not only is this an impotent projection of your own bullshit onto another person, its downright WASTEFUL.  You can express this emotion by doing something that makes you BETTER, not by tearing down others. Tearing down others will only make you look like a hateful lunatic at the end of the day. It does not benefit anyone.

So hold your tongue and prepare to grow in your greenness the next time you feel that bile rising in your throat. Be productive, not destructive!

Keep Calm And Rape - Fucking Fucktards!

So I am sure most of you have heard about this whole t-shirt debacle. But have you paid attention to the responses to it? Because I have to say to my fellow feminists, you gals dropped the fucking ball on this one. You seriously believed that gold bomb thought they would get away with some shit like this? This is one of those things that you have to WANT to believe was done with malicious intent in order for it to ring true within your obviously numb skull! This was a production error! What the fuck do you want assholes?!?!?!?!?

Here are a few comments about the shirts as found on the Guerrilla Feminist facebook page about the matter. I even chimed in with a link to a blog post (which is in the red on Web Of Trust because some of you assholes decided to make a witch hunt of this) that explains the process of making these t-shirts, but unfortunately the majority of people don't do logic too well. I'll admit, I probably have more faith in individual feminists than they are due - but shit like this is slowly killing that faith. I should really think about ridding myself of this bias because after all, you are all still stupid fucking humans :

Do you want a cookie asshole?

This was her response to my posting a link to the blog I linked to above. She got more likes than me because WHAT THE FUCK YOU IDIOT?!?!?!?

You're butthurt because a technical blip made t-shirts that advocate violence SUPPOSEDLY against women, but dead BOYS are okay in your book because all of them are rapists anyway, right!?! WRONG. Bet you though you were being really cute with this comment too. You ALSO got more likes than me too - wtf?

Men think about RAPE all the time? Do you realize how insanely misandrist this comment is? Bitch, you are making us look bad! FUCK YOU!

IT WASN'T EVEN INTENDED TO SAY WHAT HAS OFFENDED YOU SO! And would you seriously rather live in a world where people are censored? Cause thats not the kind of world I want to live in.

You know the difference between NOUNS and VERBS? I am betting not.


Please apply some fucking logic to your opinions. Also, I am sick to DEATH of answering for stupid CUNTS like you when I tell people I am a feminist. And yes I called you cunts because I know it will make you mad.